Well I don't have a Personal Progress to do, thank goodness for Young Men, and Duty to God doesn't have anything (as far as I know) that says you have to be all nice and complimentary for two weeks, so yeah, this blog might not be too nice.
I am totally smitten with one of the worst people for me. She pays attention to me at church. She'll talk with me and joke with me at Seminary or at church dances. The problem is the minute we get to school I don't exist to her. I can't stand inconsistent people. We'll pass in the halls, I'll wave, say her name, stare at her as she passes, and she ignores me. When she does notice me, it's more of an "Oh there's that kid from church again...I guess I should be nice." She treats me like I'm just a locker while we're at school. It's like she's afraid of messing with her reputation by even being friendly to me at school. At the musical she doesn't even talk to me, every other Mormon kid there will talk to me, but not her. She ignores me entirely. I hate it.
And yet I still can't get enough of my time with her. I never know what to say, so I always say the wrong thing. I'm always off guard, and I don't know how to act, or who to be. I love every moment of it. I want to be funny and charming around her, but things get tied up when I'm around her. It's a good and a bad feeling.
No matter what though, as David Archuletta once said. I know this crush ain't going away.
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*applause* welcome to the world of snobs
*sigh* Yep...that's pretty much how it goes around here. You get used to it.
Really, she's not a snob, she's just kinda sorta not very nice at times.
AKA: Rather snobby, dear. Not entirely snobby, I wouldn't go that far; but she does have her moments when she kind of bulldozes over the top of you when you're trying to be nice...not pleasant.
Really she doesn't treat me that bad though, except on occasion. Most the time she's not all that snobby.
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